Starting Time : 5:06 pm

Name : Lhla
Height : 5'4?!?
Where do you Live :somewhere in the galaxy.
Favourite Drinks : nothing in particular

Have you ever, ..

Been on a plane : yeeah.
Fallen asleep at school : 100% everyday.(oMG!!!..lol)
Broken someone's heart : dont know.
Fell off your chair : sometimes ;p
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : naah.
Saved e-mails : sometimes.
What is your room like : NEAT!! -yeaah the cleaner the better :))
The Last you ate : food.

Ever had ...

Chicken pox :ugh!! yeaah!1!!
Sore throat : once a year or twice.
Stitches : whoa..no.
Broken nose : lol.n0oo
Do you believe in love at first sight : hmmft..no.
Like picnics : sure sure.!
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with :
dance?..promnight..but forgot the guy. =__=''
Last made you smile : my friends.

Today did you, .
.
Talked to someone you like : i like?..friends yeah. and crush that was like 4 years ago.
Kiss anyone : .no.
Get sick : last week
Talk to an ex : I dont even have one :D
Miss someone : as usual.
Best feeling in the world : eh?...being happy.?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : just this doggy stuff.
What's under your bed : Random Things..
Who do you really hate : depends.
What time is it now : 5.54 PM

Random, ..

Is there a person in your mind now : if the anime counts...yeeah! Zero Kiryuu
Do you have any siblings : er..yeah. :D
Do you want children : sumsumday.
Do you smile often : i laugh often. wahahhaha!
Do you like your handwriting : sort.of.
Are your toe nails painted : iie.
Whose bed rather than yours would you rather sleep in : Mine is good enough ;p
What colour shirt are you wearing now : sky blue
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday : slepping probably.
I can't wait till : graduation!!
Are you a friendly person : Hmm.. depends when im in a friendly mode.
Do you have any pets : was.and he died.
Where is the person you have feelings for now : somewhere here on earth.
Did the last person you held hands with that mean anything to you :
Friend. That means "Friend" to me.

Do you sleep with the TV on : when scared..ehhe..
What are you doing now : Blogging.. ?
Have you ever crawled through a window : NOO duh.
Are you too forgiving : yeAah.or.
Are you closer to your mother or father : My mum.
Who was the last person you cried in front of : my friends.

How many people can you say you've really loved :
LOTS ~ friends, family and random people, anime characters.. ^___^

Do you eat healthily : Dont know..
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : Yes, of course.

If you're having a bad day, who would you go to :
I would go to the SEA or somewhere in the rooftop.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : MIXED.
Are you confident : Hmm.. Sometimes.. ?


IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES?
I would be in a very BIGG bungalow of three-storeys high with all my FAVOURITE things.

IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES?
I'd probably find one.

IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU
duh. IM gonna EAAAT it!!

IF - YOUR BATHWATER HAD BEEN RUN?
do i have to clean it? 0__o?

IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS?
hmmft. I'll be proud :)) that would be so awesome.

IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES?
I would..ahmmft..talk to him "blahblahblah" ~ ;p

SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
in this world w/ the people I LOVEEE MOST!!

Im okay now!! ^___^

ahhmftt.about yesteday's entry..
well,I admit it, Im kinda acting lil weird lately @___@
and I was sick too...so, it all mixed up..
hehe gomenasai ^___^''

So, anyway.
there will be an academic contest this afternoon.
so, i have to study history =___=''

Ganbare ganbare!~~ I can sense that there will be no class today.
so ahhmft~~Im not going to bring school stuff~~

Byebye.

[later this afternoon, after school...]

oh well... All i have to say is...
................................................
......
.....................

IM GLAD IT was OVER.

I was too nervous before the A.C.
and -
I can't concentrate!! >__<**
I was looking at my book hysterically,
opening page by page and murmuring...
You could just imagine what I was doing. =____=''
I was...nervous...
not excitedly nervous but embarrassingly nervous...>.<*!
then my friend noticed and tried to help me out.

The friendly gesture started like this:

Diane: Hey!...Let me help you study. ( while smiling & took my book)
Me: Ahh...oo--okay ( T___T )
Diane: So, let's come up w/ easy questions first. (scanning the book)
Me: Oh come on, ask me the difficult ones!!
Diane: Oh, here it is! so..what's the TAGALOG word of LAKE?
Me: ugh.. that's like a grade 1 question...! (blustering) Of course the answer is....RIVER!
and we we're silent, i think we thought about the same thing at that moment.

River?? 0___0?? (the answer is supposed to be LAWA... but instead I answered the other part of Earth's water)

NOTE: * it could not have been appealing or any funnier to you...but if you were there~~~.....ah...hmmft.~~ nevermind =__=''

and we we're laughing loudly, too loud that some of our classmates are staring at us...and my friend was like a tomato head.(so red)..haha.l0l.

and after a minute we stopped but we chuckled a few times.

then she asked me about who was the 7th president of the Phil.

Me: (thinking thinking...)
Diane: nevermind. =__='' hmmft. how bout this...
(she asked me about something, I dont remember the specific question but I knew it was about some kind of pamahalaan...)
Me: i know i know! is it Presidential??
Diane: (laughing.)
Me: o__0??
Diane: Your answer is not even in the choices. (still laughing...)
Me: huhu!~~ I can't do this!!
Diane: (tapped me in the shoulder) of course you can ~~

and then We went to find our other friends and the HISTORY contest begun.
I was kind of slacking off coz some of the questions are confusing.
Thank God my teammates were good :D

and then my friends were there... I kinda wanted to run to them,
and told them that Im going to faint...but they were like waving and smiling =__=''
It was like I was the only one who was not happy about it, oh yeaah~~
and I was thinking " if this will be over, Im going to drink lots and lots of coffee.. "

Hehe...that was out from my nervousness and torturing guts...

anyhow, I got over it.
Besides, I dont really like to join at those kind of contests...
and Nop! I wont take it as a challenge~~
Having some crowd staring at your every move makes me want to faint
--ugh! but never happend...
Anyway, Im not shy....really.
But Im nervous and I mispronounced a lot of words than usual~
and I act carelessly,
I can't even notice that there is a wall infront of me and thinking that it was a door.

Im pretty Shoddy *sigh*

It was...fun though. :p

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnits one of those days again

the big need for meaning in life.
so pathetic.
at the moment i have nothing in my life thats worth living for,
except my family.its not much of a family. we dont do many things together.
we don't talk too much. nothing like bonding and stuff like that.
still family is family. seems there is an unspoken, undefined tie there.
w/c i think is impossible to work out.

i wish/hope i'll die young. maybe 25. doesnt matter if i havent partied enough or seen enough or done enough. if i can avoid a future of struggles i think thats fine.

being on good terms with a few people does not mean they're going to like me having such a loser in their side. ~~
actually i doubt anyone wants to talk to someone as boring and depressing as me.

i am not the kind to have a place in someone's heart.
me. plain old me. just another person. another ex-classmate.
another someone-i-know.someone of little significance.
mostly because
i don't treat others as well as i should.

if u don't already know, i have a very low energy level. very passive. don't have much to say.don't feel too much. don't bother myself with too many external things.

But...I want to see things clearly~~to feel why some people find/s the word life joyful.
Am I really that contradicted. ?


i find it ironic.
that although it doesn't take much to satisfy/amuse/impress me,
nothing much interests me either~~generally.
I might be interested to something but after a day, a week or so--
I got bored and I felt numb again.


The moment I felt this was last weekend.
I was having troubles again,
my mom plugged out the cable for the internet,
so I was totally bored like HeeLL ~
and nothing worth to watch in TV either,
it's so annoying~~they always repeat movies like 100 times over.
So, I was expecting a call~~just a feeling that I need to talk to someone~~'
anything... randomly anything.
But I didn't receive any for the whole day.
no sms.no calls.
so, I slept.

I dont know, why I took it as a big deal.
crap, Im not an emo am I??!?
no.no.absolutely not, I m probably experiencing some self struggle
or whatever they called that.

this was probably the effect of my unfortunate LT.
a very huge problem~~and I felt sorry for myself for being so stupid.

I want to die,
to die peacefully in my sleep.
and I hope the SAWman won't read this,
coz he kinda punishes someone when they complain about dying and all.
I know, I know, its just a movie~~ but I just watched SAw 5 a while ago...

But it's a good thing, that I define well~~ about how I feel/felt today.
Coz when I have my stupid problems or anything that I think is a problem
I totally lose it, I can't feel anything about it.

To be honest, even though at those particular moments~~
being emotionally detached,..
I was kind of ...scared that it will overcome me.
...that one day,
I'll wake up and cannot differentiate between cemetery and a garden.
cannot feel the rain.
and blankly thinking that the world is just another realm of walking zombies.

*sigh**.

I might not be scared in the dark,
or when Im alone.
but~sometimes,
I need someone who will be there
in my darkest moments,
w/out any hesitation.
and telling non stop corny jokes.
who will just call me randomly and inviting me to go bunjee jumping w/ them.

but...it doesn't matter to me anymore.
I might as well die and ask to be reborn
to be a vampire,... sucking out people's blood.
then I got caught, they cut my throat out,
burned me, give my body parts to the dog,
and DIED.

but while my brain is burning,
my vampire self wished to be a human,
and when I was reborn & became a human
and my human self wanted to be vampire...
same fate.same destination.
DEATH.

I rewatched the CJ7 film...again ^^

^____^ so kawaii!!! I want to have a pet just like CJ7!! ^___^

so adorable and soooo00000 cute..!

I wanna smash its head off to the sewing drill..hehe*..kidding of course :))

aww..there he is trying to smile...

if I have this kind of alien pet..I will~~~ nurture him like pet owners pet should. ;p..hehe

ugh!! >.<*!! stupd photobcket!!..didn'twork again...*sigh*..

oh well..nothing much to say.

bye..

* this is so frustrating!*

Labels: alien?, cj7

So, here I am again...
I've read this manga titled "ZOMBIE LOAN"
hehe..anyways, I was searching for their picx and all,
and i saw this corny joke.
haha.



anyway....


**sleeping****

Hmmft. I'm so bloggy riiight now. No reason at all, just a slight of feeling that I have to blog.
I would have think more educately when blogging like those guys, so many NEWS FLASH and those extra extra celebrity or whuuuaatber...and I am their avid fan *grin* ..seriously........

But anyways, As for me, Im announcing some things just to clarify ..

*Ahem* ahem*

first of all....

1. Im sorry if I have too many wrong grammars, gome!~~(~I lack too much common sense to be considered smart. =D) *hehihe*

2. Sorry bout not replying to the TAGBOARD --T__T coz Im using our oldest computer ever *sob!!!!*** I can see the tagboard though, but not the reply box thing~~but anyway. AHHHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

3. i think, that's just it. I know I forgot something =__='' *oh well*

4. If you just happen to drop by my blog, Please Tag there in the Tag board, if you wont.
Well, your the meaniest human ever~~~!! and sue you. (haha..not scary enough )

5. I wish I CAN BRING/GO back the PAST, I really waaAAaant to meet Dr.J.Rizal. :))
and tell him that he'll be dead in the month of Dec XX year XXXX (i suck at history) and he needs to get a grip and fight w/ Andres B.

6. Okay, I take that back..my wish is actually to meet Albert Einstein and warn him about making the b0mb.

7. *thinking* *thinking*

8. I'll edit this :))

9. So, dont be surprised, if this will be the last moment you'll ever see this ENTRY.

10. Since the blog won't make sense even if you put all your brain effort..s in it.

11. *drumroll*~~~
My mind always focuses in multiple places, and then wanders elsewhere shortly after.
It's like a circle! A neverending one. =__=;;
That will probably explain the fact that I completely forget what I'm talking about
after a minute I've said it.

*yawn* Im borrreeeed.

12. I'll go to school tomorrow, BENLEY_chan PICK ME UP AT 8:00!!

Doshte doshte!>?!>!!!?!? >___<*!! i am really mAaad right now. okay, maybe not that mad..but almost!! er..I dont know what's the problem you stupid pc!! I couldn't see my tagboard here, then sometimes, the other picx are at the side of the border, then when I refresh it, it's back to normal again, then when I signed in--there it goes..again!! It is soo00 messed up..*sniff* *sniff*

But as always...this is one of those moments*



anyways...

I've found something in my friends' friend blog. about their 10 facts lahblah..
so, out of my boredom.

10 FACTS about me?

1. Im easily bored, optimistic and weird.
2. I hate math! and put PHYSICS n the list too
3. I can't sleep during midnights, woke up at 11 pm sleep at quarter to 6 am.
4. Im a sleppy person....yaaaah ryyyyt =__=
5. I love anime
6. I only had a crush Once. no.not an anime..but a true person ^^ (long tiiiiimeeee ago)
7. i love PANDA
8. I can't ride a bike, or swim.
9. I wanna be a vampire :)
10. Im not easily intimidated or offended--but cry anyway. =__=;;

[Started typing at 1:10 am. ]

I just woke up from my deep deeppy slumber *yawn*.
That was coz after I installed GUNZ here last 5 hours ago and excitedly went to log in...
There was a tech.problem!! I dont know how old our computer desktop but !!!!
this doesnt work at my GUNZ graphics...err!-- this is s00 frustrating!!
I couldnt see any graphics,it's all black,and I lag a lot, my character- I couldn't even see my character's face >.<*!!! *sulk!* *sulk!* this majorly suck! so, out of all my frustration I went to sleep and woke up at this hour... anyway, Im not trying to remember it--anymore >.<*!!...

So, next next. I'm going to randomize my mind today, so, I've decided to put an entry about VAMPIRE KNIGHT (my fave anime for this month) ^___^
this was supposed to be my fave anime's but when I started thinking, this will take a day to
finish..so, I prefer VK instead :) :)

VAMPIRE KNIGHT

thinking she was human. but when she remembered the truth bout her past, she became a vampire , not only an ordianry vampire but a PUREBLOOD ----> rarest and only one in existance. and Unexpectedly, KAname and Yuki are step siblings :)
SHe loves Kaname and Zero... I think.

ZERO:

childhood friend of Yuki, a very stubborn and complicated and gloomy guy,
he talks to no one but Yuki, and he hates vampires coz vampires killed his family, which by the way, bitten him and he--himself also became a half vampire. Eventhough, the manga didn't
mention any love confessions, but I am pretty sure that--that guy loves Yuki.

KANAME:

The one who saved Yuki from the deadly vampire last 10 years ago. He loves YUKI the most--
and he is pureblood too but not as much as Yuki, he is also the leader of the night class and in the vampire society. and he is so cute ^^ . well, he have a warm personality, and very charming.
I couldn't grasp about who he is...so divinely complicated.

That's all. =)

I like
wallflower too :))

still can't get over with Takano kyuhei,

and Isay always confusing the name KATANo instead of TAKANo lol ^^''

haiiz =__='' *which btw. she likes Takano too but still mentioning the wrong name..hehe.

==================

this is so cute ^^

[/end at 2:53 am]

Labels: vampire, vampire knight

Let's just say I had a rough week.


SATURDAY:
we had our mastery test.
Economics was so unexpected,Im gonna read the CHART and those drawings next time.

we went to Heave'ns place, we eat lunch, then, it started raining
and we we're like jumping b'coz of it<---happy people.]] And we watched asian series, but it bored me so I slept-- from 2 pm woke up at 3pm, then Imee started bothering me,they even took a picture =__='' but I was so sleppy,comfortable and enjoying the soft bed, and the dimmy light perfected it all-- so- didnt really bothered by their laughters and all-- then i woke up. then, say byebye to benley then went home :)

SUNDAY:
Always been my hated day! I started feeling a lil dizzy in the morning,
thought it will fade but then When i went to school,my head was like banging
and I can't concentrate, so i answered it all recklessly in my 2nd exam.
eventhough I knew some answers, I can't barely write it down,
especially the Filipino--I think there was one or 2 pages that I left all blank...
and, flunking in Physics is not really a surprise =__=''

We went to LAskshmi's house to fix my laptop, unfortunately, it didnt turned out the way I expected--there were many many complications and my laptop will die soon,
so, I got depressed <-- (='.'=) and went to school,w/ my friends at 3 pm, and went home.

MONDAy (today) :
END of our mastery test
Our S. guard informed and help me about my laptop (so many good people).
anyway, i trust him and gave him my laptop,..
besides, i knew my laptop so well,.the hard disk,
the brand ahmmft..except the ISPN though but anywayz.. no worries.

lala~~~ lala~~~ lala~~~ ala~~~ lala~~~ lala~~~ lala~~~

oh yaaaah!! yah! WE do not have class tomorrow til Next SAturday!! whoohoo!!
But I'm still going ! ^__^ coz we're going to Heaven's house again!! yepyep!!

I MISS YOUuuu computer!!! *sniff*...it's been a long time !!<---(talking to my desktop :) *losing sanity* but I have to install GUNZ here..ammft. more importantly I will have time to play GUNZ again, that reminds me, I have to create my new character--and not a boy this time ^^"' hehe...
Oh i have to buy some gothic clothes too for my CHARA character..hmmft.

Anyhow, I've decided to change my skin by myself ^^ [meaning no help from my friends this time . just me and this pc ^^'']
and I never thought it would be that difficult =__=
I've chosen the PANDA layout as usual--then I saw a VAMPIRE KNIGHT LAYOUT!!<---addicted]]] and I was like jumping for joy..haha.paranooyaaah! and then saw some really cool Gore layouts,and INUYASHA!!, then a kawaii scary doll..@___@ I was like having a tour freak out,I dont know what to choose, I was kinda talking to myself --> "wow, this is good..wow, this one too,wow.cool!this one,this two this 3!..hmmf..but I like this one better! kyaaaa!"
as you see, im deliberately indecisive =__=''

s0 I ended up doing nothing =__=''
anyw.Im gonna continue it no matter what..
maybe tomorrow or nextweek :)
life is hard T__T




btw, GRAND THEFT AUTO is so funny :) It's been like a year that I haven't touch my psp..I mean my brother's psp, but I used it often last year and-- since then I declared it-- as mine... literally ^^''
and Now here I am-- regaining my power.
I browsed into my yahoo account last 2 days ago then saw some popular games and one of them was GTA. So I decided to bought it fromsomeone at the TEchnolgy store. And Ive been playing it for almost an hour.then the psp got lowbat, I got bored, give it to my bro,and that was yesterday :)

SPECIAL THANK YOU SO MUCH TO: (not in order)

- Tito Peter for nearly fixing my LT
-LAkshmi for something
-Heaven..(do i have to? ,,,hehe.)
-Raichelle for answering my questions..sorry bout that. ^^''
-Isabel (going to..but 1st..wer's the site??) :D
-Staphanie for lots of time for my blog
-EMERALD for free food everyday..almost ( Haven't paid my "UTANG" yet..hehe XD)
-Imee for introducing me to VAMPIRE KNIGHT..ily/1!!
-DIANE for the site..hehe..and your MAth wisdom and assignments as well :)
-Clarrence for food..ARIGATO!!
-OUr security Guard for help.
-MOm for everything
-to all my friends
-To me
-To God.


PEACE to YAH ALL :D

It's already 2:20 am in the morning, and as our usual weekends my family are here chattering and roaming arond the house,w/ our tv so loud, psp and computer gaming, my mom's talking to tita in the Phil.,my sis reading her textbook =__= '' and here I am typing my usual day.
we are the noisiest family in this whole apartment, it has to be a miracle that no one is pissed--remarkably weird. Anyhow, I have to make this quick, coz I'll have to study for our monthly test.

Your probably wondering why we're still awake at this hour =__=''
Well, my mom got home at 11:30 pm and my dad--well for now.
His in India for business as usual. And we are waiting for our beloved parents to come home, hehe :> while spending excessively in our daily duty--surfing the net :)

My mom shared again another tradional beauty tip. =__='' Mixing the skin of an orange and a fresh milk will make your face whiter and smoother.
Whether it's true or not..Im not gonna do it. >.<*! oh well, And she insisted that I should try it =__='' and It wasn't really even my routine to put something in my face,except my Dove soap and Skinol..that's it, nothing more nothing less. But here goes my younger sister who is more mature,lady like than me, Oh well, what can I say, Im born to be an outcast in that girly-info.
Not that I hate it or anyhting, hmmft. I simply dont need it and besides we will soon be dead and will rot like r0ttin' vege's-- next thing we know WE are skeletons and ashes...haha. But this is probably just temporarily...maybe I'll get used to it--when I'll be older like my mom..hehe :3

Oh, then--- mom and I had a long conversation about my college life, and I was a lil' bit groggy listening to it,yah, moms will be moms. And I promised to my mom that I'll not take drugs, join any gang fraternity, drink, cutting classes,spent every money I have, clubs,partying much, going home late,marry some stranger and all stuff you could mention. And besides, My mom didn't raised me to be like that--so hell no, absolutely no way,am not giving up opportunities for something that can destroy my life.( i guess Im old enough..^^)

Oh well, graduation will be 5 months from now. *sigh*
When I'll come back to my homeland (phil.)
first place I'll go is in the QUIRINO st. and find that NOODLE guy.
Then, I'll go to SM and buy dozens of manga's!!! and horror movies.
Then. go to JOLLIBEE, eat traditional Icecream (from the seller who have big colorful umbrellas).
And live my life independently!! whoosh!! Im so excited!!!
Then I could take night class!! (coz day class makes me feel dozy)..
and Then I could look for part-time jobs maybe
at the GAMING internet cafe,
or at the MAnga/comic store,
or maybe at the bakery shop!!
I WANNNNNNA GRADUATE AAALLREADY!!


OKay, okay...I forgot,..
this entry supposed to take 3 minutes of my time.. the he**
. =__='' Anyway, I'll study now.
ahhmm!! I smell coffee!! ^___^ kk! byebye now.

and it's now 3:10 ---> time sure flies fast :>

xoixoi.
-lhla.

Hmmft.. I got up so early this morning coz of the freezing room--I caaaan't sleep!! >.<*!! So, I always woke up at 2 or 3 in the morning--nowadays. (the reason y Im so sleppy at school).

Labels: blog gunz, games

John Vesely!!! <----secondhand serenade

I hadn’t been able to listen to his songs nowadays, due to really busy days.haiiz. It was so nostalgic.

But thanks to my friend LAKShmi (one of the fans)..I have the complete album of his unending love songs...

Im so Joyful..!!!!~~~~~~~~ ( eventhough, Im not inlove or wasnt inlove..his songs somewhow---have a wave of sweetness in it)

But definitely!! Definitely—his coolest untouchable guy.

Regardless of the age gap and face—to0 bad his married T___T .

Hmmft. I want to put his BIOGRAPHY and some of the lyrics here—but that would probably make me nerdy and Obsessive (<----- (=’.’=) ] .I’ve been regular fan of his since I heard his melodic manly voice of him ^___^ and now—I will be his NO. 1 fan!! ^^ and even if 10 years will pass -- he will always be WORLD”S BEST MAN. He looks gorgeous on tv, and magazines or even in radio, and even if he doesn't have a face he’ll still be gorgeous.

Unfortunately, my life is ruined by the location part..huhuhu—how I wish we’re neighbors ...

just to attend his concerts and look at him from far away will make me die happy <---i think Im serious? O.0

His lyrics and melodic tune is so incomparable, his voice is so charming!! I wanna meet him someday !! hmmft..Does he have a son?..ohwow!! (o^.^o)

>__< Im just too happy after listening to his song titled “LIKE A KNIFE” okay okay, I know it’s a sad song but it was so romantic of him!!!! Haiiz..I can keep dreaming. You know, I dont mind if he’ll be 60 by then, the only thing that matter is... I’ll be his LOYAL FAN forever more!! HAI hai!! ^__^

Note: I over eat marshmallows-- maybe that’s the reason why Im so energetic about writing some stuff today. =__=’’

.. ugh.. so sweet!!>.<*--blechk ..*puke* puke*

(dont mind me =__='' )

byebye now. Im still doing my homework :)

Ahem, today is thursday right? o.0?..okay. For the whole day--I just cleaned the house and took 6 or 7 hours break (my parents wasn't here)--and I --I have..to continue that work today ==!!!
but before that I want to post my new entry. Taa-daa~~~

@__@ wait.. i've heard something..( tel.phone rings.mom's checking)
crp!..kk! gtg !..before my mom will come home. that would be 1 hour from now.
bybye. ILL EDIT THIS

======================================
HEllo ^____^ , (back 4 hours later )..
Arigato steph 4 editing.
Anyhow, I've been addicted to this manga entitled "Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge "

----> the story was all about this ugly girl (she's not that ugly--morelikely scary) and this 4 VERY VERY cute HANDSOME guys w/ different characteristics-- came to live with her in the mansion--owned by SUNAKO's aunt (the scary girl). In return, the 4 guys will have a free rent if..they will make SUNAKO a REAL LADY--which is impossible (she dont even want to be a human in the 1st place =__='' ) then blahblah~~ . ohbytheway, the girl act the way she does coz when she was still normal--she had this huge crush with this guy then-- when she confessed about her love blahblah~~ the guy just dumped her--Not only he dumped her but he insulted her too! I hate guys like that guy--so irritating >.<**!!! Anyhow, I wasn't watching the anime though coz it was like an 80's made (no offense)
and the quality and---.. besides this manga are better-- it's funnier than the anime,
and YUKI (one of the 4 guys) looked like gay in the anime =__='' which makes it so annoying.
and importantly...
I LOVE TAKANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TAKANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAKANO!! TAKANO!! TAKANO!! TAKANO!! TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!
TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!
TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!TAKANO!!

=__='' okay. Im tired..(resting.resting.resting.)
oh one more thing.
I have this really weird DREAM and the weirder part--I remembered..so cool ha--I was like amazed by my own self ^^'' [ I rarely remember stuff like this--]

sO, MY DREAM:

iT WAS so gloomy that day, we were graduating, people were crying,
and I was obviously not interested and went to look for my friends, then I couldnt find them,
So, I called Cla (my friend) and asked her where they are, and BOOng!! RIGHT THERE--in front of me =__='' then my other friends came too..so weird.
and then moments after that I was in the Philippines, eating ice cream
then I saw DJM (my ultimate crush ever) went pass by me, I was like (='.'=) ??? was that ?
then he suddenly stop and turned back--- and T___T he was there, smiling at me, And I was so nervous that I eat all my ice cream so fast, he then waved (25 steps away from me) and I waved too, he was surrounded by briiight lights!! so cute..no, he was handsome than ever!! >.
then he was walking towards me, and for some reason I walked towards him,
then suddenly I saw something moving miles away from him, IT was a PANDA.
which is so weird =__='' then when we were s00o close to each other (me and DJM)I just over passed him and hugged the panda instead, how ironic, I know I like panda but not when it comes between my crush!!..very weird.
and I was like.."wait ,whats happening..??!? this is my 1st time to hug him but I couldn't control myself!!!noo00!! noo000!!" then I heard DJM cried--I went to actually apologized to him =__=' and he cried even more,(so weird) and at that moment his voice is so annoying and his cries--it's a GIRL cry..morelikely my sister annoying cry, then I woke up and there my younger sister was actually crying coz my younger brother read her letter =__='' (hmmft..that makes me wonder.. --.'')
Ghush, they ruined my dream..

=I want to hate panda's species --.''
=wow. ^^"" I over used the word WEIRD a lot.. so weird.
=Is obama the new president of the united states? o_0?
= *shivering* ghush!!! so cold already >.<* (currently wearing 2 pairs of pajamas, jacket 2 socks and a hat)
= it's already 2 am..i have to sleep--but can't sleep =__=''
= hhmmft.. I wanna play gunz ^___^
= Wait...is it me..or the time in this blog have a wrong time zone?? o__0?
thank u steph 4 the skin edit.. :)