well... my Christmas wasn't really that bad.
anyway.

2 months to go before our GRADUATION DAY.

anyway. ..(again.)

i've been chatting w/ my friend a while ago, its really been a shock-
coz we never got the chance to catch up when we were online.
It's really nice catching up w/ friends, talking/chatting to them for a long time,
and just knowing them again.
Then we're like talking and mind blogging about what happend etc~
Then I just relized that we have taken different paths in life and changed in a way or another.

I remembered those times when she liked watching anime before, and we were like racing who knew more animes than the other, and I questioned her about it, and said she's not really into anime, and the way she think is waaay too serious, she dont like the color green anymore,
Its like in just 4 years, everything changes just like that.But- in those 4 years, for me~
I dont even know if I change a little- I mean nothing really happend to me, jsut ordinary stuff~ and for 4 years ~ its just like yesterday.
*sigh* sigh*

ME. Did I change? .. dot dot dot dot.
Not really. I mean I still like anime, games, and slacking off in class,
I don't know about my personality though, but for me~ I'm still this random, who wants to travel the world girl and still likes INUYASHA.
No physical change included.
. You know, sometimes. I'm scared that things might be different tomorrow,
especially when today - you are happy and contented, living w/ the people you love,
then suddenly IT ALL CHANGES. I just hate that idea, but either way, people do change.
and in a phrase said that CHANGES IS THE ONLY PERMANENT THING.
I don't want to be left alone while others paving for their own "life going to be"
while here I am wandering of who I wanna be, what I want and looking for the meaning of self-fulfillment.

Sometimes, I just wished that life will be like it was before, where I can ran as freely like 10 years ago, where I could climb trees w/ no worries , or to make friends as easy as if you were already friends. Where life back then wasn't this complicated.

But. you know, these are the steps of life.
and making the best of it~ is something self-fulfilling.
yeeaa.. Its easier said than DONE.

okay. I have to stop this sarcasm.